First? and the end?

Well...at last, I'm here, just because of don't know why...
I have my first blog here, and there will be more, I believe...

I was actually preparing for my coming exam, and having my study break.
But, since the break has been too long(whole February) for me, I'm fu*king lazy now, and totally not in mood to study.
3 more days, 4 subject to go, and I got nothing in my brain...
I promised my family, friends, and my dream, but I did nothing!
Lazy, bad environment, lack of motivation......Fucking LP just keep giving hell excuses for him self!
Is this the end? If it is, I'm sucks!

Till now, I've decided, If I fail my promises, there'll be no more game for me! (It's such a big gamble ++) Like they said, no lost no gain. hope it's true...