She?

I'm tired right now...very tired...damn tired...but still don't know why wanna write this post...

she...I've been seeing her for 2years, the first time I saw her, she has been the only one shining at that moment...
from that time, my sight just fell into her black hole trap, her every smile, her every move, and her everything were directing my view... till one day, I got a way to contact with, the first conversation was completed with nervousness and dullness...
you know, shy...

she...speaking and chatting with her make me feeling her unpredictable and mysteriously... we share interests, we share sadness, we share happiness, we share future, and I wish to share everything with her, why? it's just inexplicable...

she...her face is something that I never had, to ever deal with before... I'm so attracted to her, the feeling is mutual too...I'm getting scared the moment she leave, and I guess this must be infatuation...

The feeling getting strong today, nothing more, just the way she look today...

Till They Take My Heart Away

A song that you could love it...try, a very nice song, just hard to describe how nice is it, just try...

I look into your eyes,
So far away.
There's trouble on your mind,
You're loosing faith.

Hey now
Let me hold you.
It will be o.k.
Cause i will love you,
Till they take my heart away.

Remember when you called,
And said goodbye.
You thought we've lost it all
And so did i.
Even if i lost you,
It will be the same.
Cause i will love you,
Till they take my heart away.....
Believe, I'm here to stay.
Cause i will love you,
Till they take my heart away.

Now we're stronger than before,
We made it through.
I never felt more sure,
Because of you.

Hey now, are you listening.
Can you hear me say,
That i will love you,
Till they take my heart away...
Believe, I'm here to stay.
Cause i will love you,
Till they take my heart away...

What a night...and a morning...

Last night, I came back KL just to chill out with my friends and have a football match on this morning, I told my friend, she don't believe...nvm...because she's pretending emo, I can't do anything to overcome her emo mood, because she's pretending ==~
Again, we spent our money and time on those luxurious foods and wine...(wtf! I did it again) Just don't know why, 4 of us went mad, spoke and did unusual things... MR D none stop telling crap... MR E forgot his wallet... MR I trying to break other's phone and crap with MR D... MS S pretending emo...
We were discussing who's the goalkeeper of our team for the next morning match, as my opinion, MR E has physically advantage on this position but he asked:"why don't you be?" so I explained to him, I've been consulted my doctor that I got a disease on my hands, doctor said that my hands could not have any pressure or it will be useless for the rest of my life... Sadly... MR I thought I was joking and ask why is the disease happened on me, then I politely and patiently explained to him, this is a long story, you must live through your high and low point of your life, then only you'll understand...then we changed to another topics.....
After a crazy night, we played our football match at Kampung Ikan Emas in this morning...sigh... Again! we met our high and low point of the match. When we finished the first half time, we held the scoring point at 0-0, so we thought we did a good job. Unfortunately, the full time result is 5-1...sigh...
As usual, we have our breakfast and go home, then take my bath, rest, dinner, and wrote this post... So the end of the weekend, sleep...

Second? the beginning...

Finally, my march exam has past, and I'm waiting for new semester, the day after tomorrow will be my sem 6...
I'm determine to change myself to be a better one, so this new semester will be my another starting point, though it's late but its better than nothing...sigh...
Meanwhile, I was doing my own research for further study after finishing my diploma, and this is the things I'm confusing... Better environment and quality? it should be UK, US, Australia, or somewhere in Europe. These place were my dream place to study for, ironically, financial problem making me harder to achieve this.
Some say if you got the chance to make it, why not? my friends recommend UK and US, before this, I prefer Australia, and now the currency is dropping, UK seems to be the first choice, but I don't know when the currency will comes up again... problems again...
Anyway, all I need to do is focus on my current study first!
well, I've did what I can did in the previous exam, hope the result won't be too bad... I was sick after the first post published, but I tell myself, after all...no more excuses, and I did my best at the last few days( hmm...yea...my best...)
Tomorrow! LP will start his new life~ ++~